Tired.

I need new surroundings. I'm tired of everything I'm familiar with, and I need a break.
I want to see new things, and have a fresh start somewhere else.
I want to get away from here.

It's not because things aren't good - things are going pretty well for me right now. I just want to have a fresh start, and just get a different perspective.

Sometimes I really wish I had gone to New York or San Francisco for school. I know I shouldn't dwell in "what if's", "would haves" and "could haves." I don't want to make my parents guilty; I understand how expensive that would have been. I just can't help the fact that I feel stuck here. I'm really afraid that I'm never going to be able to leave this place.

I know I'm still here for a reason, though. I just wish I knew what that was.