I no longer hear the music.

I don't know if you'll ever read this, but I feel like I have no other way of getting through to you.

After a major breakdown (or possibly a breakthrough) a few nights ago, I think I really am finally over it all. I realized that I'm never going to get the kind of closure that I want, so I'm making it for myself. I think I really did love you at one point, but the rose tint in my glasses faded a while ago, and I just don't see you in that way anymore. I still care, though, and I hope that you'll be okay. I'm sorry if I ever said or did anything wrong. My intentions were always good, and I never meant to hurt you in any way. I really do miss you as a friend, and hopefully things can go back to the way they used to be someday. I just want for you to be happy.

Take care, handsome.